so I'm having a day..
cortisol shot in other hip we now have a matching set...
getting worked up about Meat Loaf and now it's Louie Anderson... seriously I don't have it in me at the moment...
I'm having a day... getting over emotional about things..
started to shave my legs.. I shaved my armpits..
I'm exploring.. and that's healthy.. and it's perfectly normal despite my apprehensions and trepidations I want to explore my humanity... that's my journey that I want to continue on... I think that's what I'm freaking out about and the questions that I can't answer at the moment..the things not in my control that I pretend to act like they are not in my control... so hard to let go..
be present.. be available.. be mindful.. be compassionate.. be loving.. be humble..
it's a goal..
right now I just want to cry..
I'm feeling a bit confused.. though I think there is a part of the old me wanting to take root.. and that's just not going to happen.. I do feel a bit overwhelmed.. and I think it's just because I need to organize my strategery for the year...
revisit the foundationals..
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