so i was thinking about my attachment to goth music... now I'm no physician but I think my still wanting to go to clubs at 48 is two things at least.One is love to go dancing, I was doing that before I got with Pam and had kids and what not. Two I think there is some sort of wanting to belong to a culture thing there where in spite of my dancing like an epileptic Ian Curtis at times... it's a place I can let go I guess and I think when I first started going it was maybe every week for one club. Then when I moved out and had a place in Long Beach and it was 5+ nights a week going to clubs... yeah it's a bit a part of me and I'm a bit mad at myself for not realizing just how big a part of my life it is. I'm totally content going to just dance and ogle at a few people over the night...
I'm very aware that will be a day when I can't do it.. so I'm doing it till then. That's another reason why I go...
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