Narcissist

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2 - 2
3 - 4
4 - 2 - More that i'm an introvert
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6 - 4 - generally no - but i do catch myself as of late 2nd guessing my appearance.. though that could be tied to me thinking what I'm doing is taboo (androgenuos pursuits). I want to explore and embrace my X chromosome. While that may sound weird for those who know me, I challenge that idea of what defines my humanity, society or myself? Any idea or tradition that seeks to regulate my self expression that does not infringe on another' right. I'm confronted with my idea about chaos theory.. oohh book.. fuck squirrel.. and how that with any topic you'll have a spectrum of polar opposites on a given topic and that somewhere in the middle is "ideal", but that ideal is just based on enough people sharing a common perception of that ideal, while the "noise" or outlyers make up varying fringe of "ideal".. chaos. Living in the US has taught us that more than anything, where every thing has to be categorized and ultimately divided into either/or camps.. this or that.. (but they give you that! - N Young)
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14 - 4 - Maybe not at the moment. I felt like crap when i had to bow out of two classes last semester but had to keep telling myself it was for the best and still is for the best I see that 100000% I wasn't ready and I found that out the hard way. Hey I'm a slow learner.
15 - 4 - I really hate how ambiguous these questions are.. it's usually pretty fucking nuanced and these questions are sooooo generalized.
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ND - 31
HN - 37
EN - 25