Hit 178 today... Was surprised, last week I was 186. Wow 7.. damn.
I guess I am doing something.
I'm struggling still, but at least I'm able to calm the demons for the most part, I feel a difference and my attitude is actually recovering faster than when I was sitting on my ass, making up excuses. Then again, that's what the whole MDD shit is. Chemically induced states I didn't want but couldn't do much. Well I guess I was, it just took me to get to a certain point in time.
Hmmmm now I have the bi polar crap invading my high. Just actually feeling happy for once in a long time.
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