Saturday, December 28, 2024

internalizing

Am I crazy (more of a introspective rhetorical to self vs letting my kid gaslight me)...

What does it mean to understand, to "truly comprehend", does my zeal translate as zealousness? 

Is it pseudo intellectualism?

Not gonna lie those stung, but in my autistic obsessiveness fixating on words... I'm looking at the whole... Who and where he his, his word choice... Therapy is the road one needs to travel if they want to ...

I'm always second.. third.. fourth.. guessing myself.. it's just that having gone through what I have and my unique history I can pull example after example of what I am talking about... Those who excel typically come from a traditional household type environment. From ancient days to the forefathers and today. Having a grand parent guide in the way the kids perceive the world will help there development. I absolutely don't feel qualified but at the same time I do. I do not think this will be easy or a cake walk. These are they most difficult times, where a good chunk of one's core memories are developed and guide one throughout life. Not having the critical tools to navigate life is one of the things that makes it so difficult. The expanded knowledge that makes people more aware of themselves and the world around them.

Growing up doesn't have to be as painful as it is due to lack of knowledge or awareness of the world around us. Life and the world is so much more vibrant when you have a compass and can wander with more direction of purpose.



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