no fucking concept

 was thinking of how my childhood would easily been ADHD labeled if it was this gen.

How most people barely have a jr high level of education and even if you do have a high school education so fucking what, you're still a dumb fucking moron. The public education system in the US has failed every single one of us. Not providing a fundamental grasp on the foundational tools of critical thinking skills, along with varied methods of education better suited to the future (best practices vs OG German Factory Line worker level education. What good is education if it only serves the educators and not those being educated. Humanities needs to be core in this and it takes a village to raise an idiot... evolution even shows us* groups work better when violence is not present. Though this is where I have a conflict at the moment.. 

I was just fantasizing about how we are screwed on this planet and I turned it into some sort of space trading exploration sim. Essentially that if the powers that bee had any fucking wherewithal they would have cut carbon emissions back in the 90's. Yet again we are an oligarchy, why else is it corporations and mobs/mafia/yakuza/triad/cartels that run the worst of humanity's vices, we are fodder for the capitalist machine, everything else is just another illusion in the hellscape that is reality.

 

Any attempt to escape is not possible, we are but mobs. Bits and bots in an ultra realistic world that we experience. One thing... the universe is so big and continues to expand but we can only see so far... other words.. side scrolling... bits and bots..

 

How do we know that our thoughts are our own, how can we know that they are not algorithmically generated. Knowing what we know about neuroscience, physics, biology, genetics, evolutionary biology.

we are thinking seeds of biological energy - depending on our genetics and environment these play a big part in how we develop, what skills we are introduced to, early experiences, specific cultural experiences, et al.

As the universe is made up of energy and that's what all matter is.. then how? why go through these experiences one generation after the next?

For example, why do we generation after generation do the activities that we do? I guess I've sort of learned to dis associate myself from things these days... (insert ominous armchair psychoanalysis)

 

After years and years of counter culture information and science based objectiveness and a fucking healthy dose of philosophy and reality.. balance.

To be in balance is the most you might be able to hope for in the hellscape of reality. We are serving jail time for something why else would you have this rinse and repeat of what the fuck are we doing.. these fucking activities.. we are fucking trapped and these are our outlets...

mental energy trapped in skeletal meat drones.

I miss being good high...

*Placeholder for a more refined thought with link.. there is science that supports this. No method works the same for all, another example of chaos and evolution in action. REALITY! But this sounds like the ravings of a mad man!! muhahhahahaa ha ha -N