1st's

 here we are in my stoned state having an epiphany yet again...

I was having a discussion in my head about how important memories are, and how the 10 - teen years are so fucking big. These are your baby steps into a world of illusion and you've been sold a bill of goods. So many first experiences and the paths "we choose" don't always correlate to the future "you are here now" sign.

1st's hold so much space in our heads...

 

1sts are the foundation on what the world is like... it's typically how we navigate life via trial & error.. I find myself being hit pretty hard by this as I write it out. I think f all the early firsts in my life.. Music.. Adventure.. delinquency... sex.. regrets.. but c'est la vie. Having an understanding of life.. the balance.. there is a balance.. Capitalism is the poison of humanity.. it's feeds the gluttonous greed of humanity...

that's what makes this reality a dystopia.. so many thoughts around this...

Why do we have the following concepts in storytelling and in documented day to day human experiences.

 

Concepts such as good/evil, yes/no, on/off - binary states.. why do we as a species gravitate towards this?

Wanting for a better reality... haven/hell,

Karma/Seasonal-Cyclical (Reincarnation) beliefs 

 

 

                I get the flashy flashy boomy boomy...  - reflecting on my youth and what drove me.

(((not it.. I segued somewhere... in the ether now... again..- actually i found it see above..)))

1 Binary thought simplicity - Humanity is a creature of habit, and simplistic drives that most are unaware that drives every living organism on this planet - physiological processes. While we also pick up on patterns and are capable of "advanced thought", we typically keep these neurological functions to decision making to a minimum. -- links

2 We've been brainwashed since birth -  You only know what you know today and can read about what happened yesterday, but the future is just a repeat of today We as a species only accept what we can understand, so how would you know if something is true or not?

(we don't teach kids how to think and that is why we struggle as a species - we place so much emphasis on backwards customs and traditions that haphazardly get passed on from one dysfunctional ignorant family to the next. Having full knowledge is key, knowing how to have the skills to critical analyze the writing style and characteristics of quality sound logic vs rantings of hear say and disinformation.

Having a clear understanding ( why am I so full of doubt... )

How do we know what we know...

 

 

(((((Lots of of all over the place in this one....))))