so I'm writing this down at the moment...
frazzled... unhinged...
currently in a mode ... mood.. that I would snap very easily.. very agitated.. fucking tired of sooo much shit right now...
me.. my situation...
who i am and how i react and see things and feel... the kit and caboodle.. i feel the tension in shoulders very much at the moment... i'm sooooo fucking tired of everything..
tired of trying..
tired of giving a fuck..
tired of trying to care...
i want it just to end right now..
i can't find a fucking job... i have no prospects.. it's been over a year now
if I had a button to nuke the world I would do so..
but also if I won the lotto I don't think i would care either way...
money would probably kill me faster... fuck reality.. fuck the universe.. fuck this existence..
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