Saturday, May 25, 2024

I'm alone.. siting w my broken glass..

All these songs at the club tonight.. just reminders of the past and events that are tied them...

Berlin especially... While there are a number of pre Pam instances and events around Berlin.. it's more or less her band.. that is I associate Berlin w her mostly.. we did see them and have had convey about them and some of the songs and that Sisters collab she did is one of her favorites.

Billy idol.. is early 80s.. parents divorce era.. punk and metal introductions.. beginning hoodlum stage.. snot nose kid.. BI .. Generation X.. well first 2 albums of BI.. the later stuff was meh.. 

But BI.. Rebel Yell album.. midst of parents divorce.. so many bad choices.. bad events.. bad firsts.. but I see it for what it is.. life's a bitch.. (or is it?) which illusion do you hold to??

 

My brother and his chasing punanny and parties and the social rapscallion he was.. dragging me to the more all ages events.. Studio K.. other events.. Richard Blade at Old World.. 

My early intro to clubs.. plus the music was my depressive mentality.. or is it accepting reality.. that you are powerless experiencing events beyond your control and always wanting what you can't have.. control.. there is no certainty in evolution.. thank you chaos...

Then there's that Inxs song.. with the I'm lonely lyric.. but Michelle had overdubbed a tape that said I'm horny instead.. all I ever think of when I hear that song.. I was 13 at the time..



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