I think I've figured out that meaning. You've reached an age where you've seemed to have life figured out, but you've wasted all your youth and energy getting there.
I jest, but the pain in my hip says otherwise. Along with my back, neck, feet and other various parts on my body that creak, crack or grind as I move about the day.
On top of getting to said point, you realize that a lot of the time and energy that you spent on "trivial matters" were really just that... trivial. Though I have to wonder to some extent about that. Do not the experiences we go through account for who we are? I know recent experiences have had profound changes on me. Physically and mentally...
I've now gone through something that has forced me to evaluate my future plans. Something I didn't even anticipate or expect... How does one plan for Armageddon?
It's a good thing... because now I have another option to evaluate.
Things are good... stressed as all hell.. but I really can't complain.
Aside from the tiredness.. and the stress.. I'll complain about that.
And I made chili today...
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