So... I've been having some really weird mood swings as of late.
Read the posts.. that's how things have been.
And I'm setting the record straight right now... weed is helping me stay sane. I've been completely rewired (in a better and same sort of way). To which I'm sure a good number of you are just rolling your eyes... how is this "time" different!?!?
Well to disrupt delicate sensibilities... I'm an atheist. Have been for pretty much 5 years now... though I think I've finally reached a sane & rational point in my life. I'm no longer in a free fall tailspin to use the aviation terminology. Of a mental faculty state.... I know who I am.. I'm no longer questioning things about the meaning of life and what not one spends cloistered in a closet of ignorant bliss... I definitely didn't say no to the rabbit hole.
And that's how I see life now.... it really is a great adventure. I just had to change my perspective and well.. that's how I see it.
Granted recent events are having a very profound effect on me and made me question the current plans and how they may not necessarily happen as planned. I'm still physically stressed... my shoulders are still tensed and it's been almost a month now.
But I've been having a hell of a time with the roller coaster of anxiety and I'm done with this ride. I have some goals that i want to take care of creatively and I've been working towards that goal. I'm currently busy with Spanish... Math... and yet to start electronics. Not too mention the other items involving Arduino, metalworking, woodworking, and more. Now is the time to do it. While I have access to these learning opportunities... I need to find a beer money project.
I just need to find a band saw... so I can finish this gate project.
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