Sunday, August 30, 2015

It's all about finding yourself and a big healthy dose of confidence.

Wow... what an interesting past week.

Son snaps this past weekend and then last night after everything that's happened it gets worse.

(EDIT) - This event happened a few weeks back.




I'm really still trying to comprehend everything and look at everything as objectively as possible.

To sum up:

2015 has been both a good and bad year.

- Big turn of events personally, feel the best I think I ever have.*
- House refi started in March - has been nothing but a headache and probably one of the biggest breaking points for the wife. Has caused more headaches and been a big contributing factor for the stress in the house.
- Wife not feeling herself, says last night she can't take this refi crap any more and it's dragging her down.
- Past weekend, son's mental breakdown causes suicidal episode. Guilt of not being who he thinks he should be on top of slacking off parental duties and relationship needs towards girlfriend/baby momma. School debt included. Doesn't feel confident was reiterated numerous times.
- Last night find out he stole his keys back and took off.

This is where it gets interesting....

This is the rage inducing catalyst that caused me to snap and put a hole in my bedroom door.

to be finished.... or not.


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