Trying to get this taste out of my mind...
Trying not to frolic in the pool of yesteryear on the island of hormones...
That feeling of "being in love" where you can't be without another.... that feeling.. that is the single most addictive substance in the world... lol
when I think about that... and the other side of the coin of not wanting to be around a person.
Blind love... blind lust... wanting to be a part of that person for an eternity... which at the time sounded like heaven on earth, also seems to be one's eternal hell or no privacy... this want or need that some have to varying degrees that says we need time away from others... imagine having another's thoughts inside your head... you can hear/read theirs just as they can hear/read yours...
Now that was interesting... did I just manage to pull myself out from that emotional quagmire? My heart still aches for that... that feeling of being loved by another... though I question it.. because I question everything.. The life is an illusion aspect of life really has me fucked up at the moment...
I need to pick a topic for next year to look up... love... and the "best" media renditions/descriptions/stories of it..
What is this aching feeling... types of love.. the outliers.. the extremes..
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