Emotion vs Logic

 So

This is something that I'm always wrestling with..

 

I'm WELL aware of biases and that always has me second guessing everything.. even what i want to accept as fact.. I'll explain.

 

Case in point..

Why are there no Brontosaurus'?

 

 Also cognitive biases that want me to go in a direction because of what my limited knowledge is.. even as I read to expand my knowledge on a topic/subject... then read something unrelated in a different field and see what appears to me as a linking piece in my general broader understanding of the world. Correlation is not causation, but I'm seeing patterns in the history of events of the world that corresponds to human behavior, human biology, the evolutionary forces at work.

I firmly believe. no fucking evidence aside from what I see as the presented evidence of world history, socially and biologically.  From the "Big Expansion" aka Bang to the astrophysical forces that formed the universe, the 4 known forces, the evolutionary process of inorganic to organic, that we are all chemicals bound by the biological evolutionary forces governed by physics. 

These fucking emotions that drive me, that enslave me, that are tied to chemical synaptic sparks driven by these host microbes residing in me. Then the epigenetic history, the consciousness questions, the dark matter questions, the string theory questions, there are so many questions unawnsered and yet to be asked.

 I don't presume to know really anything aside from what as been presented... how could I. I'm late to the game and woefully behind on my assignments and required readings...

I only have this.. that we as humans are fucking garbage. We treat each other as chattel, pure and simple. We are the true face of evil, because the sheer amount of bullshit that we tell ourselves about there being strength in diversity. 

 

Here is why, because the rallying cry of diversity means the diversity of humanity as a whole. When a group claims special favors or considerations that are contrary to the species as a whole then you are actually weakening it and not strengthening it. Now understand this, individual autonomy is paramount which is why it's the whole of humanity's responsibility to ensure that there is no group that has power over the individual and to ensure there are no permanent hierarchical structures, other than what is needed to complete short term projects. Stewardship of the environment and all those that we share this planet with including our biological evolutionary cousins. This includes the Earth as a whole are what matter most.

Now, this needs to take into account that we as a species have a duty to explore this universe that we are a part of. Science must continue if that is to happen and given a "sacred status" as in Paleolithic times to present. It's the logic and reason that are needed to get humanity to the next level if any in evolution. Emotion is the driver if fear, uncertainty, and doubt. It looks like this planet feels too much and thinks too little.

Can this be fixed? Is humanity doomed to a rinse and repeat cycle of falling technologically upwards? 

I see the dystopia we are in, it's already here it's been here since we gave up our freedom for security.

Short of a cataclysmic event, the ignorant masses will continue to be enslaved until they reach a level of understanding and consciousness needed to overcome their FUD.

A bit stoned this morning and very much emotional atm...

I allowed myself this past week to get to an emotional state that I'm never ready for...

Xander's little stunt sent me spiraling in a miasma of fear, uncertainty, and doubt.. with Rosenblatt last week and my out of control mental moment. I'm feeling really shitty and still determined.. this is fucking bizzaro... seriously I never felt like going on in the past. I would have resigned or attempted to. My attitude is a bet more sour as of late..

and I think I know why.. coming to this fucking conclusion that in my mental gymnastics way bullshitting myself into thinking that I can save people... it's a false hope.. but that doesn't mean I stop helping or pushing in a way... I just have to remind myself that my efforts are because I love them and in spite of my own ignorance I know that these are the the things that helped lost of big name figures in history.

/end of disjointed nonsensical rant..