Phreaking out

 Google phreaking and captain crunch..

so I was thinking I need to go tend to my nuggets as I just heard the timer go off.. but I was sorta feeling like I'm either a.. going a bit sir crazy now that I haven't really been out in public for a bit now and was feeling like I'm chomping at the bit.

Weld gel in hand.. will start this week?? hopefully... few more things to tie down and plans to write/draw up... we are go time.. in the go year.

Very interesting thoughts today... ideas about what is socially acceptable isn't always what is "normal".. or thereabout..

Society feeds us the cohesive anxiety driven paranoia... culture.. and what we deem normal.. why.. what is it? what makes it normal.. what's something you think isn't. or shouldn't be.. why.. 

most of which it is all revolving around this sexuality road I've been hanging around on lately.. this train of thought? Mood?

Never turn away from opportunity but it'll take time to develop that skill and education through failure is the best teacher.

I'm optimistic and scared and happy about X and slightly lonely.. feeling adventurous but not sure when.... ok.. goal time..

finish cart... eval... then comics and then beach trip? The non-committal committal.. 

thoughts are all over... meditate time...