So the last week or so has been weird... I think.
Didn't exercise today... in fact I've only played video games.. washed dishes.. made a sandwich... and that about it... haven't even smoked today.
There's some anxiety in here... but there's something else... there's this feeling I have in my stomach.
I think I've found my crack... as it gives me the sweats... GTA V
So I've more or less stopped playing games all day.. well.. mostly.
Then GTA V was free... and oh boy...
While I hate the PC controls... I need a controller, I'm figuring things out..
So I'm wondering... why is the game so big if you can only access certain areas at specific points during the game... I get it (game dev)... but none the less.
The overwhelming feelings are still sitting there... waiting.. watching..
This covid shit is beyond fucking annoying... and yet another fucking reminder of how i'm not in control... despite wanting to be. I've had to restrain that person.
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