Sunday, May 31, 2020

I don't want to write...



I hate that I can't do things... I hate that I'm so negative.. aka a realist. I'm not as smart as I lead myself on to believe. I need to find some really good therapy somehow....

I'm frightened that I'll never be able to get out of this never ending hole....

I'm afraid that my depression will come back so aggressively so bad that I'll be suicidal again...

There are a number of things that I still would like to do...

I'm exercising... I need to focus on weight loss or incorporate it as well.

I like cooking... I want to do the sewing.. and other things.. I have a plan.. I need to be patient.. focus on what I can do...


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