I'm sitting on the 9th floor of a building in Woodland Hills, for an interview for something new. I'm also going through some emotional crap... Music seems to be a trigger and in the most unlikely of things it's a new band and not from the tortured soul days... Everything is fine for the most part... Well if you consider that I'm jobless, the home life has disintegrated, and I feel on the verge of a breakdown.
Lonely.. tired... tired... Depressed (?)...
I wonder if I'm making things better or worse?
I've found myself longing for days past again.. days that have long come and gone. Regrets creeping in and ruining the mood. Cheesy anime giving me false impressions on imaginary situations of companionship and the like.
I have an idea on starting a business... Or at least some side work but need a job & $ to get going.
I find myself insanely sad at reminiscing the teen drama of long ago. What might of happened if done differently. The first time feelings... I hate the neurological bullshit that makes it so..
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