Happy Sad

New band name.. I claim it.

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This Mortal Coil - Mr Somewhere


This song makes me very sad... for no reason. I've really become quite a sight lately.

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Delayed update...


Trying to play Japanese Whispers... I guess it makes sense... if I'm becoming hyper emotional at the thought of my past who would have thought that one of the most influential bands of my life would be the Cure? Who me?

Is this the pent up grief since Xander? Since before we left Ca... after his first episode.... I had an almost breakdown in the garage... but bottled it back up.. 

I hope I get this job... I know I'm at a point in my life of  things are just going to get harder if you don't change... You said later... I don't know how many times I said that over the decades... now it has to change... I have the next round of food stamps at diet change... no more processed, almost 0 carbs (no bread), no potatoes or other starchy vegetables, limited rice (1/2 cp/day), limited legumes (1/2 cp/day), meat/fruit/veg focused. I'm needing to have my veggie intake be at least equal with my meat intake, which means decreased meat intake to compensate, rounding out with fruits. Increase water and decrease added sugars intake to no more than 20 gm day.  Need to make alternative veggie chip/veggie dip options aside from salsa & baba ganoush

Processed foods includes white sugar.

No more tortillas... no more buns... donuts.. muffins... corn tortillas but in moderation. no more than 6 a week or 3 tacos.