Life sucks

Sad to say seeing my blog title makes me cringe as probably this post will too.

Why is it that I feel like I've been feed a steady diet of bullshit since birth?

Here I go again with over emotional rants on stuff... that I have conflicting feelings about.

Conflicting feelings about life... my life and all that it entails.

Right now I would take the easy way out... maybe.

I'm trying to get my head around things... but I'm not able to... I feel so inadequate about everything...

I feel everything is useless and pointless... this is the biggest topic at the moment.

this is the one that drives me again and again... to wonder why bother..

to what end?

For what?

Outside of family... no one gets affected and so what.. life goes on. obla dee obla daa

I'm back here again... back again.. here..

tired... of it all.. tired of being broken..

I hate being here... I hate it.. I know me... I know what I do... and I don't ever see it getting better.

I'm tired of it all because I don't see it ever getting better.... no matter I do... it just goes to shit.

This is what takes me to this point... this point that I've been to before.. and right now I'm not sure..

I'm not sure about what I want to do... I'm tired.. tired of trying... I don't want to anymore..

I give up...