Tuesday, February 16, 2016

Growing Apart

How long is love?

How long is marriage?

Why do we cling to our past? Or at least why do I?

I had something sort of an epiphany the other day while talking to my wife... I feel like I've grow beyond our relationship and beyond her. I doubt these revelations and feelings... I doubt them because I know I have a tendency to get ahead of myself...

but I take note.. just as I take note with a number of other things that have happened since then...

I'm a bit confused on this... on so many levels.

Have I really grown beyond the relationship?

Do people stay in relationships just because?

I don't really see her changing... I don't like that she hasn't change now that I look at things.

I'm also under the impression that if I left... it wouldn't be good for her at all... given the stroke from last year along with everything else.

I really think she'd die if I left..

And I don't think I have any options if that is the case...


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