On a roll

 So here we are with a circus of thoughts today..

A proverbial clown car in many respects..

 

One's purpose... The futility in most things.. I would say the futility is in most things that deal with the base and carnal pursuits that manifest the worst in us. The never ending pursuits, greed, envy, malice, the never ending pursuit to murder or main anything that prevents one from obtaining what I would consider the purest forms of evil, a total lack of empathy or concern for anyone/thing. Only the self and its twisted perceptions either through nature or nurture demanding that everything else submit to it.

If I am to be in this thought, of reality being a simulation of sorts then all have a destiny, a purpose for being. Whether to be the example or learn for the example is determined before, but to escape the illusions or even to have this idea that it could even be possible is a feat of its own.

Humanity runs from the reality of being, that is, questioning this existence in and outside of oneself, in every conceivable way, even if some of us are incapable of conceiving such ways. Now while there are a minority who make attempts to do as such, we still balk at some of the most absurd of possibilities (see history of science) and in some occasions, even if it's years later, eventually come around to accepting some of them.

It is up to oneself to self awake, but that is missing one of the most obvious's of obvious's. Not all will have the opportunities, let alone experiences or privileges to allow this to happen. If you use the analogy of the mind akin to being a garden, examine all that is needed to cultivate a successful bounty. Then one should also realize what is actually needed or required to do so. From the quality of soil, nutrients, favorable weather, etc., not only having a bountiful harvest but being able to continue such without depleting  the natural resources required to do so. Such as there are seasons one must take this approach to life. We don't need to be as productive as we are. We can play more, be more, experience more, if only we were honest enough with ourselves and this reality we share. If humanity only controlled itself the way it attempts to control everything else, maybe, just maybe we could have a more ideal existence for all.