I'm not..

I'm not Jesus.. da Vinci.. le bron.. woods... Einstein.. Caesar . Sócrates.. morimoto.. Hiawatha... 

I'm not Gandhi.. or tutu or anyone else but myself...

I'm an imperfect being doing imperfect things..

But we as a species have this impression of things needing to be perfect in order for us to accept them. Material and immaterial...

We crave heroes as we are not... Look all around.. our entertainment heroes are everywhere... And to some extent we accept them by blocking out the bits of discomfort with irrationality.. instead of changing our perspective to accept them..that requires us to be fully thinking entities.. instead of reactionary gremlins of the capitalist wasteland.

This is also a rant at myself for my inability to accept change.. differences.. no one is immune.. 

Not sure if the 5htp or other supplements are doing what they need to but it seems as if they are. Also is it writing... The thing I have been haphazardly doing in my spare time for decades now... Words just seem to come out.. like a sort of mental block has been removed...