I have a hard time with my broken mental state and more so with others as well. I struggle with people, I don't really want to be around groups so much. I go out.. I do things . But now it really seems like it is all forced especially with those I know and fam as well. I think about the dynamics of my childhood and the childhood of my kids. I really am having a difficult time seeing anything worthwhile or anything resembling a future worth having.
This illusion of life with all its bullshit and subterfuge that is built in at physiological and biological levels pisses me off to no end. All this bullshit I get distracted with... that humanity is distracted with as well. The coping mechanisms and cognitive dissonance compounded by our ignorance... again I have questions about how and why we react or behave towards the situations that make up our days.
It's harder to build than destroy
It's harder to love than to hate
It's easier to keep ones life simple but there are caveats... the circumstances are not apples to apples. No two snowflakes are a like, or a zebra stripes.
Nuance, context
Comprehension is very much a part of this all .
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