is there some sort of juxtaposition or schadenfreude something.. holy fuck my head is a mess at the moment.
I can't even really begin to tell what the hell happened last night...
party invite.. finally I can get out...
have a good time.. eat some edibles.. the shroomy kind and then it went downhill hill after the jacuzzi.. or was it the ride back... even now things are a bit fuzzy...
it felt like i was part of a system glitch... sadly the matrix.. and I only say that because it seems cliche that i need a pop culture reference to be able to equate to it.. that and or scanners.
The quintessential life passing before my eyes in some dystopian manner... experiencing emotions all at once.
the kicker was when it seemed like i would have to relive one moment again and again... the passing of time became a blink in that all of life would occur in between those moments. it felt like the totality of life was a cliched suburban event... like so many other movies that I'd seen.. and that's what's rubbing me weird.. i feel like I've already seen this..
those around me aren't really my friends but care takers of the system and are there to ensure the system fixes itself...
holy shit.... it was an experience...
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