Cyclical universe

 if everything is a cycle... evolution.. the systems within this reality that are governed by them.. can you you truely have a sense of balance without being too much in one aspect... but I think that's something already been addessed.. hence the notion of moderation... but if that is the case.. then this reality that we do experience is all that we have... at the moment...

I'm barely begining to fathom this concept of escaping this consciousness.. this reality.. transendence.. but if we are just part of the system.. and from what we can tell at the moment it is closed (Quantum physics? Super position.. et al.), there are parts of phsycis that we are fairly certain and it's well established.. theories.. 4 forces.. etc.. and now we have to figure out QM.. and that paradoxes within.. Reality has a lot of those..

So programming errors? If this is a simulation.. simulacrum.. would that not make sense that we share the same errors... is life recursive.. is reality cyclical? Considering we have this picture of systems/cycles, matter in a state of vibration at the atomic/quantum level.. I know this is not anything new.. death/rebirth.. these concepts have been in play for generations..

perspective.. life has so much greater meaning via perspective... and we can only get perspective through experiencing it in as many ways as possible... sadly for some that means a path of destruction... behaviors/habits are taught/learned... poor examples can have poor results.. though not always the case..

I'm in a weird spot emotionally atm.. trying to push the melancholy out.. trying to be more for myself.. trying to not let shit get me to pre occupied.. redoubling efforts.. and trying to refocus.. so less fuck around time and projects/learning... not a resolution.. but something that I need to just do.. plain and simple.. time will tell.

This is not a love song... p.i.l.

 

I hate... hhmmm... that word again.. or at least me pointing it out.... Things to do.. using music to distractivate (ditract+motivate - things you do right before setting into action typically geared towards self improvement. ex. Spending a significant time to find the "right music" to workout to, study to, chores, etc.) me..

 

Anger is an energy - p.i.l.