Gear Second!?!

 OP4evr

 

 

 

So again inspiration from a foreign influence... eastern philosophy

 

I've been contemplating a lot today about what really is my objective... what is my end goal.. and I believe I've been wanting to make something a bit more definitive...

#1 Rediscover fun...

#2 Be human - self exploration

#3 Decide on a focused path... 

    A) Hobbyist/Whatever the fuck/Do Nothing but say big things...

    B) The Vlog + Art Projects - I need to step out of my comfort zone and this is it.. I need to move it move it..

 

and it's B

 

I'll need to get some story board type shit put together and other template shit.. production timelines... etc.. project plan.. heh heheh.

So I was thinking about my level of motivation atm... I was able to achieve things other people had not.. or ever as far as I know. Granted it was at a very young and naive and ignorant age... I did it. I have this weird mental block on all the fucking awesome shit I used to do... but I find myself right this moment hesitating to embrace them.. fuck my wrist hurts trying to type this out...

yeah.. car hit me the other day...

I'm feeling very conflicted here...  almost like I need to get rid of some things... but i question that.. as I do have some good ideas while stoned.. but I get the impression I'm hamstringing myself... I have this nagging feeling.. or am I having the fomo moment... fuck I hate my brain and my physiology!! 

So instead of pondering I'm going forward with B... 

as soon as this hand fully heals...  pre prod till then. 2 weeks? I hope