The burden of anxiety and depression are like water eroding a mountain. Then the days when old foundations are no more.
I don't want to move forward... I feel like I'm here again.. like I've mentally fortified a position thinking I'm actually doing something...
Death is on my mind.. destruction... Imploding.. ceasing to exist...
I feel like every thing about ve worked towards these past months was for naught.
I know this moment is not a permanent situation but I don't care.. I do care.. I don't care.. I do..
Sissyphus
What's the point if my mind requires something unobtainable... An answer that satisfies and helps me.
Rinse and repeat...
I'm barely hanging on at the moment..
It's not easy to push forward when your in a desolate swamp of misery.
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