So a key character trait about people is this ever present need for belonging. Fuck.. we are some complicated mouth breathers. So we have these feelings… intuitions… desires… wants.. That we don’t know we want sometimes.. Most times… depends on how aware we are of these feelings… how aware we are of ourselves.
I don’t know.. I feel a tempest inside of me… a tempest being held back with rice paper balsa wood shoji screens…. And I’m constantly fighting to patch up holes, but sometimes it’s too much.. Sometimes there’s not enough screen left to hold back…
My emotions feel this way… I’m freaking out I think.. About not having a job.. But I’m fighting it back.. To keep it from consuming me...
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