A wise man once said... No se.
That is, I don't know.
Now while that may be true for me and this is what I have to say regarding my view through this mortal coil.
I was trying to read, but I'm finding that my mind is constantly wandering. Mostly in efforts to not get worse. Now regarding what I do or do not know... That will be called out.
For instance, I have no college degree. I have CHSPE, which says it's equal to a HS diploma.
I do have a curious mind, to what degree. Who knows.
I find myself trapesing through a daily fog of melancholy and nostalgia that I try to avoid. The overwhelming brightness of the future, where you barely have time to react.
Death... The thought of no longer being, sits patiently most days. Some times the taunting is unbearable. The days when it's just a whisper... But usually death just sits... Waiting.
It's the last dance, the last breath, the last thought, the last...
Could I? I don't know... Is change possible? I never find contentment in most things... Learning being the odd duck. Food has become a problem.. or my lack of movement.
Most days I feel like crying as of late. I feel sad... And this overwhelming feeling like I wasted my time...
Tbc..
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