Washington & Alaska

So weird thought came flying through my head....

Should Bernie win the presidency... (one can only hope) and the tea baggers/conspiracy preppers/racist rednecks should go all crazy that would be something.  Not necessarily is that a good or bad thing... it is just something. How things play out in the long run is what is important. I hope it is Bernie... if there is anything i have learned in the past few years is that the best changes in history have always from from the left or liberal side. Only the conservatives are the ones who want to oppress and hold people back.

Read your history.. especially your scientific history. It's all there... those that questioned and used reason and logic have always been persecuted.  Socrates.. Galileo... and others. Those that opposed the yoke of oppression have always been on the more beneficial side of history.

I'm not saying things will be better over night... but it is the course correction that is sorely needed. I must admit since I have come to embrace science and follow it with what it proclaims. To discover the world around us and through observation of the natural surroundings here on Earth determine what is provable through logic and reason.By means of science have we come to where we are and if you actually stop to ponder the nature of humanity and what is possible.

That really is amazing and inspiring. What I do today here and now can make my name last on forever. Though I think through the ages of time I am just but a quark among the infinite of quarks.

In some ways I'm fully convinced this is some sort of computer simulation and the games I play are but a glimpse into said idea. It is frightening... so frightening.. and I feel like there is a thin membrane that separates me from sheer terror on the subject. I've never felt as freaked out about something as I think I am when considering the topic of just being a simulation. It's not like I'm about to piss my pants or something.. it's the frighteningly haunting shadow in the dark corners of my mind that vanish when you pay it attention.

I remember my weed od that one time... where I was convinced Pam was one of them... and a lizard person.. or something to that effect.

There was a moment that I felt like I couldn't move. That I was being held against my will. This was terrifying to me single handed one of the most terrifying moments of my life. To be restrained... not bueno. Not a fan of it.

So this freaks me out from time to time and while it's fanciful idea... it's just that.. an idea, until something comes along and proves it or not.