today is when it goes barrelling towards the end...

Having to be able to use words of this cumbersome language and knowing that I lack the needed skills to be able to use them effectively and efficiently. I'm not a writer but I need to write. I have to get these thoughts out of my head and on to some fucking medium.  As much as I despise technology I still use it. I have to, the methods of yesterday while still relevant and practical, are not always what one gravitates towards.

How much?

Skill?

Knowledge?

Experience?

Education?

What else am I missing?? 

Wisdom!

And yet while I feel I have and know the answer.. I fight it... 

This game of life that we have to participate in and have no understanding.

Violence rules this world... The most violent liars, murderers, and thieves control this world.

Yet that is what this world is... A spectrum of thoughts and ideas of our own making bound by the laws of nature and those laws are what we call science. The same science that is manipulated by the most violent to serve their needs. They use all of the means available to them, manipulating everything for their own needs.