when your laughing at your stoned self about being reminded of who you are..
GenXers were (and, arguably, are) pessimistic, over it, bleak.
More or less what my last therapist told me... I'm a Gen X.. I'm cynical.
I'm laughing because I want to argue how I'm not, I'm some bastardization that sees there is some joy here to be found, though it is fleeting. Does that make Shakespeare cynical? Though I will admit that I refrain from seeking out relationships. Which weirdly enough I heard Tony Shaloub utter my feelings on the matter... in an early episode of The Marvelous Mrs Maisel, he's lamenting about the struggles one goes through life and touches on the subject of picking the right friends.
Which is how I feel. I know the struggles people go through, being aware of my own, I'm just trying to find the "right amount" of less dysfunctionality. Is that asking too much... I'm not unaware of the psychology of humans and their behaviors. Though this time around I am feeling my age and my disability a bit more acutely than I have ever felt. Which as turned up the fear quotient a bit.
Add family drama.. and EVERYTHING else.
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