what I want

So I'm writing this list as a means of clarity... Something that explains what my priorities are in any given situation... Trying to find a way to not just survive but thrive... And it seems to me that yes.. everything has been done... In the reality that I currently share... Without going on a long drawn out discussion... I want to be in a position that allows for me to not have to really work more than I have to...

On another note.. cake and eat it too... I just had a fictional conversation that showed that as an example.. if some one tells you to leave them alone.. and honor that request... But wait what if the meaning in their words are not the same as your meaning??? Hmmm.. which is why conversations are so fucking important...

I still don't have that list...

Working towards a means of self employment that allows me to do what I want... But what that is... Hmmm...