So I'm going to stop smoking weed and document this journey during new job and freshly starting school with a full load to see how I can cope with my anxiety and behaviors then to compare them to the next semester where I'll be smoking again but at prescribed times.
Yeah no controls at all so not very scientific.. but it'll help me gather data about myself on this and hopefully make a "permanent" decision at some future point?
Love/Hate it.. I don't like this idea of being attached to something if I don't necessarily have to but it's due to a habit.. I don't know.. I know I have struggled with this for a bit now.. I like that it does a lot of amazing things for me.. but I also wonder do I really need it?
So there yeah.. I need to explore this..
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