Hieronymus Bosch Butt Music

For some reason there are certain melancholy type songs, there's a sorrowfulness to them that I cannot escape. I'm on the ship with Odysseus and I hear the sirens.





There's a my mind cannot process that word.. there is a word of gladful happy sorrowfulness.. it's almost like the blanket of depression aka the chain of depression. I'm so scattered brained at the moment.. I have another post going on at the same time. Mindfulness.. moment.. here today.. balance.. I'm there... but here as well.. Again I tear up at the thought of "have I really found it?"... have I found that peace and contentment that I have been looking for. Through the absurdity of it all.. science has saved me. Educating myself on reality, history and the world around me. It has opened a Pandora's box of insatiable curiosity about the world around me... I love being alive for the first time I can think of in I don't know how long...



SKEPTICAL HAPPINESS!!