sadly more often than not we screw it all up.
I know right now I'm not in a good place mentally, there's this nagging feeling of "a moment" approaching. Generally these "moments" are not good events.
I'd be remiss to not mention that death does sound good nowadays. I'm guessing this may have something to do with the pandemic and EVERYTHING going to shit for 2020.
I know who I am... I'm not a type A personality. Maybe more of type leave me the fuck alone.
I'm feeling done... this is generally not followed by great things.
So over the "rinse & repeat" aspects of life.... which seem to compromise the majority of existence.
If I had money.... would that change things?? I'm sure they would be slightly less sucky. Granted I do not believe money is the answer to everything... but it makes the suck, less suck.
I know I don't have a degree, and I have the charisma of a moldy sponge. But I'm so over this crap right now.
I had things to do... now this shit... there's only so much one can do to "placebo the moment".
I hate this aspect of me... this relationship arsonist that is hell bent on burning it all to the ground.
Planet full of morons... Seriously why'd the dinosaurs get it easy?
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