So I've dropped the price on the PC, add the camera and well... nothing still.
Not feeling very optimistic... well in fact I've just sort of turned it all off... not ignore it, as it's right there everyday... not working a job to take care of things.
Seriously... the reality that we live in where you live or die depending on whether you work or don't is straight up bullshit.
My stomach is doing that stressed out shit again... and I have to wait till Saturday before I can pick up again. So gotta suck it up and deal with gastritis till then...
I'd love to go to sleep one of these days (current situation) and never wake up again. In all honesty I don't see myself living that long, I'm so not taking care of myself in a meaningful healthy way.
Now time for that chocolate to help soothe the nerves... just not all the chocolate at once... not high at the moment so it shouldn't be an issue.
I'm worried for everyone else as well... I wonder how much that is playing into this.
fuck... fuck... fuck.... fuck.... fuck.... fuck....
I'm also worried a bit about getting a job... I've reached an age... and level of understanding that I'm short on bullshit taking... in fact I think my OSHA limit is 0 parts per trillion.
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