Here is is 2020, I'm in the midst of a life transition and then this shit happens.
I'm mostly at a place where I feel very comfortable (mostly - Newt) in who I am and I generally have a feeling of I "think" I know what's going on.
What's going on... Now I have Marvin Gaye stuck in my head.
Oct of last year my oldest boy went off the deep end, packed his shit and left for Ca. Now he's inpatient in Riverside Hospital waiting to be transferred to a mental health facility once they find a bed. Leaving Hayden and Kat to pick up pieces.
Marriage of over 25+ years is over, the woman I married no longer being the woman I married. Strokes are a bitch even mini strokes... then again she never was the inquisitive type. Ended up being her mother whom I wouldn't wish upon anyone.
Oldest twin is frozen in his own fear of life and what not... I'm powerless to help. He's smart but not experienced... ugh I'm really starting to hate the 20's. Arrogance abounds in that age range.
Youngest is.... we'll see. He's slated for Air Force Reserves full time... no date for boot as of yet. He's smart, but very emotionally distant... maybe reserved is a better word. Dry humor, sarcastic.
Then there's T and the grandkids... sigh.. that's another can of worms right there I tell's ya.
What will be the new normal after all is said and done.
Hmmm... need to go for my walk after I mow.
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