Thursday, June 20, 2019

conflicting ideals




I hate people... I'm stuck on an island with 7 billion of them so i have to make the most.

I know that it's in my best interest to be ... not hospitable.. not compliant.. not agreeable.. I can't think of the word.. cooperative?

At times I like some people... but overall not a whole lot. I know that I benefit with sharing knowledge and skills and etc... what etc is I can't think of at the moment. I hate depression... I hate this bottomless hole of emotional despair... not being able to enjoy things.

I know.. that I know nothing. And that really doesn't help...

I hate that my emotions get in the way of my thoughts... as they prevent me from acting in a more beneficial manner. Not just for myself.. but others.





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