Ghost Riders in the Sky....
I'm in a weird mood.. I'm slightly buzzed.. slightly high... but in this weird euphoric state of the past - present and hopefully looking good future...
In a country mood thanks to my pop... I feel fairly content at the moment.. things feel good at the moment and I feel optimistic which I never am....
I think I'm there and It's weird.. because this could change my life forever... for how I want it to... and
I'm slightly irritated that it took so damn long... and I say that in a playful sense.. somewhat...
not in a self righteous sort of way.. I hope that's not the intent.. it's the sense of why do I have my middle age to go through this vs.. my youth.. I would have rather been doing this in my youth...
and in some selfish way I guess to exploit my youth as well.. I'd be lying if it wasn't..
I feel like I've found my "thing".... maybe?? I hope...
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