Saturday, April 16, 2016

That's it... if FOOD..... I finally I found it.. holy shit.. I'm soo fucking dense...

Ok...

Soo Food has always.. well at least for the last 20+ years that I have toyed with it in some serious fashion or another..  granted it took me 20 to figure out how to cook.. not great.. but better than most.

Mexican food.. I've been making sauces for years now.. and that's it.. mail order my sauces.. and I've i can do things right I can get financial backing..

I'm holding back my emotions.. I'm bursting at the seams with over emotionalness..  the prospect that it has finally come.. or at the very notion that it has.. is making me to be distracted..

but to actually thinking that if I can change my current status in any fashion excites me beyond belief... and by all means is the first ray of light I have seen in a, long, long, long time.

I may not have to resort to the how grow... well at least on a sustainable scale.


---Update 6/3/2019

Food is not it... something something something else.. maybe my experiences or a book or something using the NS site.. but it's not food.

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