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Buster Poindexter aka David Johansen diagnosed w stage 4 cancer...

 

When your younger and you read about the old stars from before you were born starting to pass due to old age versus being young and reckless hits a bit different from when your know older and see some of the generation before you start passing, or becoming debilitated. The end is what we scream at, the end of their reality but I think it's more so your having to contemplate your own demise. Which really hits hard when you feel like you have gotten to a point in your life where you no longer wish for sweet death to come take you. I may have previously, but for some fucked up reasoning I absolutely don't want to leave till I've had the impact I feel i need to have on others... but that's the thing.. reality don't care what I want... Not a very big NYD fan.. but I do like a handful of their songs and just feeling weird about this.. not sure why.. another human who has been a part, even as small as his, of my life that for some reason is messing with my head.. Sad to hear about it.. sad about this existence... sad about the realities of life..