Playing video games... Easily zone out on them...
Problem is... Repetitive response enjoyment.. just like rat park.. diminishing returns.. etc..
Google it..
Also a bit of insomnia... I'm trying not to letyself get overwhelmed.. i need to go to 7 eleven.. waste more monet on lotto.. i like the misspell
I had a weird idea about the job project I'm working on... How I need to make it personally professional. Relatable in a manner that brings perspective to the context...
And just fucking do it.. which i have.. which IS REALLY FUCKING WEIRD... I'm confident I can do the job... I've never been confident in much.. but i think i got this.. i am however freaking out about my knee.. money.. job.. etc..
And I know there's nothing u can do aside what is immediately presented or what I steer towards... In order for future events to happen...
I think I'm garbage.. why do i persist? I'm worth more to my family alive than dead? Something else? Is looking for answers pointless??
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