SCOTUS saves trump

I'm watching the abc news yt vid on Jan 6... Listening to what's being said, mainly from the committee saying in actual words "coup attempt"...

For some reason I thought if the SCOTUS coming in to save him some how someway... The Thomas wife trump thing... Hey... there's probable cause.. 

I hope he faces a firing squad and all those bastards!

Doomed I tell ya!

 So I'm just a cynical pessimist.. but hey what does history tell me?!?!?

So today I just read about the US 1st reported case of Polio... holy rat fuck.. as if things couldn't get worse..

Now I didn't live through it.. My parents did, the only thing I recall was the scar on their left arm and or hearing about it maybe possibly via the March of Dimes... wow.. I wonder how many kids.. (not Gen X) know about the March of Dimes? I say this because while my memory is fuzzy about what they were about back then. I fully know what they are now... FDR. Salk.. Iron Lungs.. If I remember it popped it's ugly head up to be a national problem after WWI... but let's check.. 1894 first recorded outbreak.. 1907 NY City had 2500 cases...

So yeahhhhhhh... around 1916 is when it jumped to 25k plus cases...

FYI - epidemic section on the History of Polio....

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_polio

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Paralytic_illness_of_Franklin_D._Roosevelt

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jonas_Salk

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/March_of_Dimes

MonkeyPox continues to be a nuisance... some are asking for it be escalated in awareness... severity... what's the phrase... epidemic.. yeah...

chibi kami

I'm so guilty of this and yet not the worst offender. The notion of human and their delusions of godhood... Is it those who are most ignorant? ???

Now my brain just went 💤💤💤 😴

I wanted to write something but my brain just went and dead ended me.

oxymoron

Don't trust those who don't trust science.

I don't trust science.

The thought in this is... I trust science to guide me in a more realistic reality, but know full well not to put all my eggs in one basket. A) I'm a dumb fuck... See So Crates Johnson

B) Science may help inform me of reality but it also tells me I'm a dumb fuck. See above note.

There are no guarantees in life, I plan for the future just to be told to fuck off. Thanks Obama!

/S

Do I really need that?

The explain in that for the back section... I am attempting to put something into action... Attempting key word. And much like Pacino.. I can't get out. Out of my head that what I do actually matters... But it's a bit of a misnomer.. is that the word... Confusion on this.. that is.. if change isn't possible then what was all my past work for?

Yeah yeah.. ultimately.. in my ignorant wisdom... If the universe is to cease existing at some point in the future... It's pointless... Is this a program? I'm finding out more and more about what a crapfest illusion reality actually is... But yeah.. there is something to the whole fucked up world... It sucks though looking through broken eyes.. even I see a beauty that is there, a beauty that humanity has destroyed... A beauty I've barely explored... I'm jealous if those early nomadic groups or explorers who've witnessed the awesome beauty that litters this planet... Sadly what was once beautiful is now a shit pile... We've reached a tipping point and true to fashion we've bitten off more than we can chew... Why does this feel like the Dark Crystal... Currently it seems we've reached a Global boiling point across the board on tolerance, patience, discussion, war, peace not being an option, ignorance running rampant... You know I'm sorry but somehow I feel slightly responsible... I really wished I hadn't said the world should just burn when I was a teenager in the 80's.

So I'm on this weird path ATM of attempting to quit smoking weed. Instead of being blazed all day, I've cut back to after work hours. Plus I'm not buying, so when I'm out I'm out. 

Pranky idea... Qr code in a pop culture ref image of a song.... Put them up..

Pepsi can - Institutionalized

This is Fine meme - End of the World.. as we know it

the trap

Any sense of certainty is probably a trap.

Expectation of continued same state is a fallacious expectation.

Certainty seems to indicate lack of growth.

How does one adapt, change, evolve that allows for maximum joy? Keeps one mindful of reality, but also allows to embrace reality less grizzled about it?

Entropy kills fun.

Entropy is the cycle of death... I need to finish this antibiotic.. my faith, pornography, seventeen seconds moment needs to pass.

I may have found something, but I'm not sure. It seems very pedantic and self serving and not sure.. i think my brain is getting in the way but I don't want it to be my ego.. fuck this sucks atm..

more weirdness

So I'm in a weird stress response atm...

Playing video games... Easily zone out on them...

Problem is... Repetitive response enjoyment.. just like rat park.. diminishing returns.. etc..

Google it..

Also a bit of insomnia... I'm trying not to letyself get overwhelmed.. i need to go to 7 eleven.. waste more monet on lotto.. i like the misspell

I had a weird idea about the job project I'm working on... How I need to make it personally professional. Relatable in a manner that brings perspective to the context...

And just fucking do it.. which i have.. which IS REALLY FUCKING WEIRD... I'm confident I can do the job... I've never been confident in much.. but i think i got this.. i am however freaking out about my knee.. money.. job.. etc.. 

And I know there's nothing u can do aside what is immediately presented or what I steer towards... In order for future events to happen...

I think I'm garbage.. why do i persist? I'm worth more to my family alive than dead? Something else? Is looking for answers pointless??

Deja vu part deux?

 so.. i'm feeling weird again.. sorta like that time when I went to donate plasma day.... see previous feeling weird posts...

I feel nauseous.... and very disoriented well not very I can type this out.. but I do feel very unwell off.. 

I took a xan.. script.. let's see it that mellow me out..

stress?? I know I'm stressed as of late.. and then the window confrontation.. guy using open yard plan to access next door... very unnerving.. I got all worked up.

hyperbole

So this is a straight up drama queen post..

It's really hard not to see how much death and destruction is all around us... One of the more difficult aspects is that damn.. was I this oblivious or just it wasn't on my radar..

Side note .. not feeling bueno... Head is all sorts of weird.. brain.. fuzzy.. aside from the THC..

Noticing more pains and what not.. bad headache.. though u did stop my crestor 3 days ago.. withdrawals??

Fuck this shit.

The DQ aspect... I see the world imploding sooner vs later... Shit is getting outta hand..

But whaddya expect with a bus full of remedial delinquent nut jobs...