Wednesday, October 20, 2021

2 lost children

 What Brian more than likely did to gabby is without a doubt unacceptable. There is no cursory reason why either should be dead, but here they are and now we have two sets of families grieving and I having not a single connection with any of them feel heartbroken as well. Though I won't begin to weigh my sorrow against theirs. It just makes me reflect on humanity, on myself.

I also reflect on how I've changed, as this capacity for empathy was never there and I'm always readily available for a burst of emotions should the need arise. 


I don't really want to write more about this tragedy, I don't want to speculate as to the circumstances other than young kids (20 somethings?) caught in the midst of an emotional and irrational irrevocable moment. And like that... forever committed to a path of irrationality.

Having been there (not in that situation) but in a moment of irrational thought and behavior teetering towards oblivion... only to not have it come to fruition... a resigned failure at yet another endeavor. Suicide was not for me... 



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