Where for whatever reason a person's emotional moment triggers a flashback, still images in quick succession. Which only amplify the moment.
So my thought was.. as this song was being played..
Archers Of Loaf - White Trash Heroes
No emotional connection aside from the moment. I began to think what is it about me where I've been able to feel on a level that I honestly never thought possible. It honestly feels selfish to a bit... But I feel it helps me progress in a positive mental attitude towards self improvement. And the methods I use I struggle against, I do not wish to be fettered by the chemical depencies though it provides numerous benefits, aside from anxiety management.
I was wondering why my brain fired off those specific images... And judging by the emotional reaction it was 4 specific previous relationships. The emotional pain was that around the ending of a relationship. It's very difficult to write without my eyes blurring my vision..why am I affected this way and now?
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