It's been awhile since I've written in here... not that I haven't had something to wrote.. or not felt like it. Honestly I've sort of forgot about it.. somewhat..
I've been busy.. busy moving on with my life... moving on with the things that matter and not dwelling on the things that don't.
Been listening to old music... and needless to say it really is like some rotten piece of meat.
As it brings back up old feelings that truly have no place for today.
I find myself looking back... looking back on what was.. and I really don't like the feeling it puts in my stomach... the sick feeling of yesterday.
I feel like I've progressed past this quite well and it really makes me a bit sick to my stomach.
as much as I want to wallow in it... wallow in the past and get all remember-y...
It feels like a unauthentic emotion... as there is an artificial catalyst... the pulling on the heart strings of yesteryear... the emotional depressive remembrance of glory days?
While I don't shy away from music per se, I do listen to different music or new music more or less. My tastes have changed... I have changed...
I don't like all of my past or a number of the things I've done in my past.... it is what it was.. and i'm no longer going to dwell on should of, would of, could of...
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