Cottage Industry
So a lot has happened in the past few weeks... found out I was losing my job... quit my job.... put house up for sale... moving out of state.
Getting a new start on life.... or so I hope..
I have to say.... that I'm very disturbed by how Pam is acting at the moment...
and it's not to say that I can't empathize.. I have my own anxiety issues... it's just she is seeming very... Grandma-y... afraid of things.. life.. change..
Like one that hasn't lived life.... honestly it's had me thinking... actually in some ways I wish she'd leave...
(side note... have been off meds for 2 days... ran out.. back on as of writing this)
It's not that I don't get sentimental... I just recognise that it's silly in the grand scheme of things.. (though I'm fairly hedonistic in my own selfish ways)
Then again I'm 42... 43 in less than 2 months.
My pursuits are definitely or a more (attempting) scientific reason based endeavor... (despite this language I will dig a hole to cook a pig)
I'm a bit peaved with my Bro at the moment... then again I think he was on the edge anyway... the drama with him is amazing... and he's managed to become a perpetual victim. Seriously... not the only one in the house with that psycho... your fucked up scenario is no different from mine... but you just choose to not move on....
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