I'm sure I written about this somewhere else at some other time. At one point I had to stop listening to my songs of youth... for they are the albatross of my life... and at times I wonder if I should give up smoking.... wonder.
For music... it's an immediate rush... it is a straight main.
all those feelings of insecurity and angst and loneliness and more come flooding in if I'm not mindful.
even for bands that I don't care for so much... story of my life..
